Recieve news that one of my fran's father just passed away. i never say anything. or should i say, i don know wat to say or wat not to say.

its quite sudden. we seldom talk but i know that she is a nice gal. saddening to hear what happen. hope she can stand strong herself.

The term `to wear your heart on your sleeve` originated in the Middle Ages when young people drew names from a bowl to see who their Valentines would be. They would then wear the names pinned on their sleeves for a week. The phrase now means that it is easy for people for people to know how you are feeling.

saw this statement on last month's edition of ****** where they featured this Ex-Mediacorp actress who has a petite figure but big boobs non-terrestrial upper physique.

just reformatted my damn PC finally. i hate computers so much yet i cant live without them. logging at least once every 2 days has been an inevitable matter to me. wan to siam also cannot siam thing to me.

wat have you been doing this weekend?

i spend mine fruitfully haha. had a really good meal yesterday at this certain hotel. it was a pre-mother's day celebration. total up to a cost of $320~
wo, thats a lot. lucky it was free. my brother had a food voucher of $300. or not you think we would choose to eat such a meal?

this afternoon overheard one conversation which involved my mother and one of her lao chio fran mature & pretty looking fran. they were talkin about mother's day. apparently this mature & pretty looking fran invited her mum for a dinner.
and her mother replied "Ah Mui ah, wats so special about this day ah? if we 365 days only eat on this day i die liao loh. no need eat la.."

ok.. why did i say this out? doesnt make any sense at all haha. anyway wish all Mothers Happy Mother's Day..


wtf.. say for wat?!
as if any mother would bother lookin at a young punk's blog.

oh ya by the way, nice song right? certain special someone gave it to me. i just loved the melody.. but she did told me to take it off coz wat the hell?
such a melody and you mixed it with Legolas from Lord of The Ring.. hahhaa..
i like le~~`

When i cant hear wat i say, its called sickening.
When its noisy, its called vexing.
When its quiet, its called soothing.
But when its too quiet, its called something is going wrong.

anyway, talk a bit about my NS life lately. Lately? hmm.. sounds too troublesome. how about i tell you what i have been doing yesterday?

recieve confirmation news that we will be helping out in Project: Let the Traffic Flow Good Good at one of an major event where someone had passed away.

bcoz of Project: Let the Traffic Flow Good Good, i was realy really damn busy yesterday. bcoz of Project: Let the Traffic Flow Good Good, i was really really sianz when i was doing the rehearsal yesterday night. (and yes, we had a rehearsal for that). bcoz of Project: Let the Traffic Flow Good Good, i was the marshaller for the actual day. bcoz of Project: Let the Traffic Flow Good Good, bcoz i was the marshaller, i was made to stand like an idiot coz obviously you know its night, and at such a place, how many fucking cars are you expecting??!!
bcoz of Project: Let the Traffic Flow Good Good, i was real tired when i reach camp at 11pm ytd night. bcoz of Project: Let the Traffic Flow Good Good, i heard my man commenting "Wa seh, even my ah gong pass away also not so glamourous."

well, he had no offence, just that maybe, possibly, perhaps it wasnt an evryday affair that we see. it was only on movie when we see this type of things. a high ranking soldier pass away, then will have military band, parade n so on.. really quite dramatic.

later on this evening got to go down to the place where this major event is held again. got to go down this evening for another routine of controlling the road traffic on a road with no cars.

had a wonderful day with certain special someone and frans at Sentosa. But next time we go in, I swear I will not go in unless i am driving in myself. Taking public transport in was a BIG BIG mistake dude.

Go in got so many people, so crowded, so hot.
Come out also got so many people, so crowded, but this time it was raining.

For the first time in 22 years of my life, i didnt get tan at all despite the hours out in the hot sun. Thanks to the sun block from certain special someone.
Perhaps, maybe, possibly, got a slight chance that i may get to like using sun block.

had dinner at AMK steamboat. Dinner was good. Least dinner was very the dinner-like. Least dinner made me felt full.



*Note: Story from hereby on may not be fully understood by all. Read at your own risk. Beware of contracting C.D.D. (Chronical Disease of Don-Know-Wat-The-Fuck-He-Is-Saying-At-All)

Was planning to go to my Good Fran's newly opened Pub By The Sea. But for 6 hours, Good Fran nvr replied he will be there a not. Good Fran nvr confirmed at all. So Good Fran's fran decided to spend the rest of the night with certain special someone who wasnt feeling well.

Good Fran's fran was at fault also. Despite being Good Fran's fran, he nvr went down to his Good Fran's Pub By The Sea before to help out in any form of way. Perhaps, this certain Good Fran's fran has his commitments as well.

People get busier as they grow up. People tend to meet up less as they grow up.
But note, Good Fran's fran has always cherished this franship and is making an effort to meet up whenever possible.

PEace to aLL~

Earlier on this year, i went thru some of the roughest time in my life. thats y i stopped bloggin.

Friends are something for life. Friends are people you cherished. But friends no matter ho0w close, cant be always there for you. as you grow up, people get busy. with their work, with their life, with their gf/bf.

If bcoz of small little things, you start to have the thinkin that "he doesnt care about me as a fran. he doesnt cherish the franship. so y should i cherish it?"

if you start to have this thinkin, then ask urself, are you also one who doesnt cherish the franship? if have time, least try to understand ur fran's situation. as unhappy as i am with anyone, i nvr use any ways to so called threaten the franship at all..

stop thinkin that you are victim in the story. stop the thinkin that evrythin that u did for others is right. stop thinkin urself as the saviour. you are jus a human being. if you have enough troubles urself, why not just take a break first instead of volunteerin urself to help other people.

in the end, you will jus keep complainin that "i have enough troubles myself, please stop creating more. i don wan to see this type of troubles again."

sometimes maybe after takin a break urself, you get to see things better, clearer.
so fran, stop shoulderin all the problems to urself. why not jus share them.. u r fuckin bottling up evrything urself, then act as if nothin is happening. then all of a sudden jus erupt.. you have two of the world's best listeners around you

Evryone draws inspiration from somewhere. Writers, designers, architectures, directors..
name it, thousands of profession around needs inspiration to inspire them in their field.

for me, i need to draw inspiration also. i draw inspiration to blog. yes.. i draw my inspiration to blog from this certain chap. he is a funny and creative blogger i must say. there is a certain magnetic strength in his blogs that draws people to read it. a certain strength that tells people "hey come read my blog everyday"

oh.. did i say that i will be goin to Sentosa tmro? ok, i will be going tmro. got to put on sun block from this certain special someone of mine. coz this certain special someone of mine finds that i am too dark. this certain special someone of mine is someone i know.

...

wat the fuck just wat am i sayin? of coz i should know this certain special someone haha. so for the first time in my 22 years of life, i am putting on suN bLock for this certain special someone of mine.

this certain special someone fran of mine is someone special in my life..