comin week will b quite a occasion.. with our summary exercise comin up on fri, nx weekend will b burn again.. haiz.. plus got my ah ma song ka.. don knw how i am goin to plan the time.. will try to take off from my CSM..

14 yrs ago when my grandpa was in hospital, all my 6 aunties includin my mother were crying like fuck.. weepin n keep on cryin "ah pa, ni mai zhao ah. (father, don go away)"
my grandpa pass away soon after that. at the funeral, again all 6 sisters cry like don knw wats goin on....

14 yrs later, ironically enough, on the same day my grandpa pass away, my grandma is also on the verge of givin up her life. same hospital, same old 6 sisters. but guess wat they r doin these time.. talkin n jokin..

WAT THE FUCK~!?

now i guess u readers knw how good in human relationship my grandma is.. i jus cant blive the sight. there their mother is dyin, n there the 6 sisters r jokin..

n they even say" ah pa so sway. ah ma goin up to disturb him liao. wahahaha"

wat the hell~~~

c.... wat great difference.. sometimes i feel that my grandma is really poor thing. but on times she really does the unexpectable.. anyway i am goin off to c her.. c|aoz

2 more weeks~!!!!

unbliveable.. so fast.. yet so long when i started out on this course.. got a night off tonight coz of some SAF family day.. wth..

today heard somethin from my mum.. my grandma think she is not goin to make it..
got to rush down to hospital tmro once i book out.. jus last week i was talkin about her. nvr to tink that somethin would happen so fast

actually i am havin mixed feelings.. shouldnt i be feelin sad... instead seriously i don really feel much now.. is that wat i call cold blood? or is it coz my ties with my grandma isnt really close. cometimes i wonder wat would life be if i have a grandpa n grandma whom i am really close with.. would life have been different.. (not that i am leadin a sad life now)

my grandma is the last grand parent i have left. considerin my paternal(father side) grandparents past away before i was born. my maternal grand father past away when i was 6 i tink..

i really hate mushy situations. wat should i say when i am in hospital. even that time when my father was in hospital i felt a bit awkward. thats y i don even like my parents sendin me away if i go overseas. don knw wat type of phobia is that.. ok.. lets stop this sad stuff...

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yoz yoz yoz.. its me i am back again~
so wats up with my week....

so much has happen n very soon~~~~~~

3 MORE WEEKS TO 3RD SGT~!!!!

wat the fuck u so happy with~!

don knw.. jus happy hahahaha..
anyway today damn lame man.. went for SOC.. pass with timin of 8m36sec.. then went back to bunk at 9am.. fuckin hell got nothin to do.. slept till 1130.. for wat????

cant we jus go back home..

well its bcoz they intended lunch.. so we got to finish the lunch..
well we did then after that went back again..

sergeant instruction was "all go back bunk first then wait for further instruction"

wat the FuCK agaIN~!????

y cant u jus let us go back~~~

so haha.. as a matter of protest, the whole platoon, we all gather at the common area preparing for a "strike".. we call the sgt to come out.. n surprisinly.. somehow it worked.. haha..

i realised our platoon is gettin closer n closer.. we r even preparin for our nx exercise ever since that chomp chomp outing.. this time it will b called Operation Mongolia.. coz y??? we goin to eat at genghis khan mah haha.. stupid right... but i tink round 30 pple will b goin.. bascially the near to the whole platoon.. cant imagine such a big group goin down.. but guess it will b really fun...

goin to shurongs bday soon.. haiz.. ck they all goin out today.. wont b able to join them.. hahah jialat liao.. sure kana say bo sim.. nvm.. still got chance right a not...

lets say a different story.. my mother was tellin me about someone tryin to kill my grandma in the old folk home..

guess the first thing in my mind..

haha.. wat the fuck...

okok.. stop sayin "how can u b so cruel.. she ur ah ma leh"

well.. let me tell u something.. my ah ma really trouble maker le.. haha.. always make enemy anywhere.. even my aunties n mother cant do anythin about her.. apparently the nurse also say she always wants watever she wants.. once she wans hot water, it came so late n she jus throw the whole fuckin cup on the flooor.. regardin the "killin" thing.. i tink its bcoz she always hits her cup in the middle of the night, wantin to wake evryone up.. for wat??

she wans water~!!! hhahaha..
so i tink someone poured detergent at her mouth when she was sleepin..

so when my mother n aunties went to visit her, for the umpteen times, they told her to b good la, more considerate la n so on n so forth/... there r over 50 plus uncle n auntie in the home.. y choose her... must b bcoz of somethin right.. haiz~

ok la.. got to go prepare my things..

another week that pass by so fuckin fast that i dont knw wat i have been doin these 2 days. really cant wait for the day i get sergeant... 11th june~!!!
oh pls come fast.. my infantry frans have all pass out from sispec liao..

PAY NOW FOR THEM - $750
FOR ME WHEN I GET 3RD SGT - $660

wat the fuck?!
y the diff in pay.. we do lesser work is it??
i been thru infantry b4 too.. blive me.. engineerin is a hell lot more.. its true.. they get combat pay bcoz they r in the frontline in times of war..

but hey~~~~~
mR oh-MinIstEr-Of-dEfEncE~~
now is peace time dude~~ mind risin our pay a bit??

ever since i got into army.. i realise how screwed up SAF is gettin on.. the pay difference btw officers n specs is really a very big margin. imagine.. a 40 yr old 2nd warrant jus only gettin round the same pay as a 26 yr old captain.

n mind u.. in terms of experience n whose more ay-gan (dependable)
the warrant surely hits out a lot more.. officers nowadays i don knw wat to say.. the gd ones r gettin lesser n lesser.. for some, u get into ocs as long as ur studies r gd..

wat the fuck~!??
u send a bookworm to war for fuck.. preach on the enemies? or show ur future subordinates on the number of distinctions u achieve over the yrs.. come on la.. surely the government can work out a plan better than this right..

lets change another topic... several months ago, i heard that it seems that malaysians n workers form china are feelin that we look down on them.. with all due respect, i understand y they felt that way. but i don blame sgporeans for thinkin in that way too..
i myself, shall remain in a neutral point of view haha..

you see.. almost 80% of overseas workers come to sg to work as construction workers, cleaners, technicians n so on.. few i knw of came here to work in a luxurious workin environment. but for us sgporeans, i haven heard of one that goes overseas to work as a cleaner or watsoever.

as time goes on.. sgporean tend to have this more so called "superior feeling" over our neighbours. i am not tryin to say this is wrong or right.. neither am i tryin to make any stand.. nvm.. i don knw y the fuck i raise this topic for.. forget it.. i aint gonna delete it too..

ok.. shall carry on studyin for my test.. all hail bridgin~!