goin back to camp soon so doing a quick blog....

ytd managed to complete my gundam building in 6 hours.. i put my life on the job for the whole damn 6 hours.. after that my back was destructed haha... post some of th epics here..

jus to say.. i ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT hahaha








the white figure is so called an actual human size comparison

really really troubled lately.....
for camp, for life, for frans.....

people desire things. n when they have a chance, the only chance to give it a shot, they back up...
wanting it yet giving up in the last min..

does this sound familiar?
maybe it happen to you too before..

nothing is difficult, often the answer is just yes or no
People just over complicated it..

Forgetting was never easy. No one said it was. not you, not me
but neither did anyone said that forgetting is impossible.
you're just refusing to give up the past.
since you refuse to give up, why not just accept the fact?
why keep walking round n round the problem?
why cant u stop crying, stand up and walk towards the light at the end of the road

hehe.. no need go back camp today... last min thing.. so hapi haha.... hohohohoho

jus bought a Freedom Gundam scale 1/100 today at freakin low price.. so bloody ssatisfied with myself..

today, on my way to mrt.. saw a very unpleasant thing that happen.. startin there was this commotion btw a lady in her 30s from china with a guy around 20.. they were about saying y he blk her way n they were quarrelin real fierce.. then wat i saw was this guy stare her right in the face n SPIT at her face.. yes.. SPIT~!!

she spit back n then they were fightin which i cant see since a lot of ppple were blking.. then she called police.. i am thankful that the police were smart enough that they stop the train few stops b4 ourr destination... as she say she was at YCK station, but the train was movin all the while.. by the time they got here, we may b in somewhere else liao.. instead.. they stop us at novena haha.. lucky. i am glad we aint in the protection of dumb police force...
(oops.. willl i get sued ffor saying that?)

anyway the whole cabin was watchin man.. so fun.... made my $1.56 MRT fare worth evry single cent haha..

but no matter wat happen.. the guy was in the wrong.. should nvr have spit n evn HIT the lady.. she is a female for goodness sake.. unless she kill ur mother of course..
then u can mayb retaliate.. even kill her.. i will pass him the knife myself..

quite busy lately.. been tryin to clear my extra duties.. almost one duty evry 3 or 4 days.. no choice.. who ask me sign 7 extras haha..
now worst still.. tink another 3 more coming.. for one thing which i knw, its not my fault.. nvm.. fuck care..

over the last 1 or 2 weeks, for the first time.. i feel like quitting army.. getting more n more sucky in Bravo(company i am in).. forever got endless things to do.. send vehicles to maintenance, do projects, do duties, do sai kang.. kaoz.. cant list all down..
somemore this fri, sat, sun my PC ask me whether i wan do volunteery work. which is to help pack food for don knw who.. i ask him go fly kite, don disturb me haha.. i told him even if he give me 6 or 9 days off i also don wan.. wats the use of giving me extra days off but i cant get to use it..

i have aready accumulated 11 days.. but cant get to use the off yet cause forever i not free.. ask me do this ask me do that... only these 2 weeks i manged to clear 3 days in my 7 months stay here in bravo.. should i say thx?

no.. go to hell..

my men discipline is gettin more n more fucked up.(hope u all reading this)
i so fuck up with army that i don even care about wat happen to u all.. but don do over the limit.. i don mind confining n stayin back with u all on weekends....

wait....

sorry change my mind.. i do mind.. who wans to spend weekends with u all in camp.. siao.. but jus watch urself.. don do too much.. wait we specs do someething u all wan to complain this complain that.. wtf...


forgot to mention about one thing.. HAPPY BDAY MENG haha
fri double o session was quite fun.. saw some of my army mates there.. anyway it was meng bday.. so 6 of us went down.. got totally knocked out at the end of the day.. when i was lyin on the chair.. could feel the gals touching me, taking advantage of me.. sob sob
haha.. joking..

n one scenario which i really got a bit pissed off..
tink there were 3 groups of frans over there.. one was the 6 of us, the other group is meng's army frans, the other is one of meng's army fran's frans..

except for my group, the other 2 groups was sittin at this table, then i was standin up playin this game with one of my fran, hazel.. so punishment was drink one of the vodka which i bought.. so naturally while playin the game, i will place the dirnk on the table(which they sitting)

then durin the second roudn when i lose, i wanted to take my drink from the table when this guy(the army fran's fran) stood up, took my drink away n said "wats the problem?"

i felt he look dumb.. mayb he wana look macho infront of gals la i don knw.. i jus told him i got no fuckin problem.. cant i jus drink my vodka.. then my fran came in intervene.. nothin much.. tink he tout i drank his drink.. jus tout he look childish.. so old lioa still play this type of "wat u not happy" game ah.. haha.. still remember his face..

dumb arse..

jus back from a coffee session with song n sen.. had 3 drinks each.. so can imagine how much we talked about.. settle a lot of stuffs.. so i guess all is peace now..

on my way back.. heard a interesting topic on 95fm..
it was sayin whose job is it to lift up the toilet seat.. the person who has jus used it or the person who is usin it..

anyway it sort of got me thinking.. sometimes when u go to the toilet, u see some urine stains on the floor.. u sure tink.. wtf? must b a guy who anyhow aim..
now let me tell u guys who don knw it.. gals do mis-cue also.. see.. so don always blame the guys... GALS contribute to the stains too...

but i do hate guys who don lift up the toilet seats when they pee.. i am sure lot of u have that situation.. wan to find a nice cosy seat to sit n shit, but realsie don knw which bloody hell guy pee on the seats and then there u r cursin n swearing hoping that guy nx time shit on his pants...

i am honest with myself, i do sometimes don lift up the seat at all.. PROVIDED, PROVIDED i see the seat is aready stained, then y should i waste my effort to lift up the bloody seat..

i also get irritated when i see the floor is filled with urine stains.. y cant that bloody person jus stand nearer to the urinal.. he tink his rifle is so long as to reach the urinal is it.. neh neh..
especially some uncles. wa lan.. jitao stand so far away.. when his 'petrol tank' is fulll, yes, he can reach the urinal. but when his 'petrol tank' starts to get empty, the length become shorter n in the end, while he is doing the after-activities of shaking dry his 'petrol gun' he bloody made the petrol fly evrywhere..

damn disgustin ya knw? but i don blame them.. coz i knw they old liao.. old sure long sighted one.. cannot gauge the distance btw him n the urinal.. i would recommend the authorities to draw one yellow line as in to guide them where to stand.. makes cleaner easier too..

N PLS HOR~!!!!!!!! mrt stations pls engage MALE cleaner to wash guys toilet can??
evrytime is auntie come wash one.. i knw they see a lot before liao.. but how do u expect me to pee infront of an auntie?!?! wat if suddenly they horny?!?!

wat if they attack mE!?



ok bullshit enough.. sorry...

serious for 1 min.. i jus told song n sen this thing.. evryone needs a moment to reflect on things he or she did that very day.. it calms u down n makes u tink clearly whether decisions u made were correct or wrong..

for me, that moment comes before sleep.. evryday b4 i sleep, i will always go to the window in my kitchen. in the dark, i will smoke.. n for that very 10 min, i will calmly tink of the things i do. whether i do things correct a not.. bcoz i am a human.. i am not perfect in evrything i do...............

..........n i do make mistakes..........

sux~ feel lousy today.. though i got myself a 2 dAY OFF~!!!
wahahaha.. jus went to c doctor again regardin my left ear.. coz i had a feeling that deafness is comin back.. true enough. it still remains infected...

haha.. but now ok again.. he cleared out the 'debris' inside...

jus saw carol blog.. hey jus wana tell u no need to worry about startin should u say 'hi evryone' or endin must say 'goodnight evryone' or wat.. c i also fuck care.. jus acrry on writing ur blog.. its interesting to read ya knw? haha..

n jacqueline ah.. bo bian one la.. shawn now regular le haha.. so lan lan.. must prepare to see him less..

wahaha.. sen ask me go eat supper le.. tata..

wat the fuck!?

my camp jus told me that they only taking certain amount of people to indonesia due to "some reasons".. wat teh fuck?!

now i feel quite sianz liao.. was lookin forward to that trip.. now they say i am one of the many names on standby... or another name for it.. "80% not going"

yea.. 80%not going.. i bought my stuff liao.. ta ma de
lucky i haven change indonesian money only..


so now wat? am i going or am i not going

6 hours ago, i recieve confirmation that i will be goin to indonesia to help.. duration - 3 weeks..
when leave? - i don knw.. i will b on standby from tmro onwards.. which means either sat mon or tues..

actually last sat i recieve news that we are a 3rd wave of people going in.. i volunteered for it.. but didnt knw whether i made it a not so i nvr tell anyone about it.. ytd one of my fran asked me to fill in my particulars.. i guessed that 70% i was in.. when today i went back camp, i was 100% sure i was in..

actually i don knw why i volunteered for it.. chinese has a saying "you qiang chu qian, you li chu li"
i got no moeny, so i 'chu li' loh haha.. nothing..
jus wana do something to help.. its a once in a life time thing..

attended a seminar which is preparation for the indonesia trip.. he told us to get prepare for all the stuff that will b present there.. despair, corpses, stench lingering in the air n so on.. even ask us whether we wanan write our will..

don knw whether i will still be me after i come back...


wahahaha.. siao la.. don tink it will be that worse right... k guys.. still got mayb 2 or mroe days b4 i leave for indonesia.. got anythin i still owe u all better get it back from me..

today we were supposinly walkin towards boon lay mrt preparin to go home.. then we stopped and had a, ice cream..

after that we were continuin walkin towards the mrt happily lickin our ice cream.. then we saw a lot of pretty gals n ladies walkin around.. so i was jus happenin to tell my fran beside..

"hey fabian.. you realise that gals say they hate guys with lame pick up lines right? best we go up to her say hi, i have been noticing u for a very long time from jus now.. jus wana tell u that. u look like fuck"

ok that wasnt funny... then that fabian say

"well, we can try goin up to her say
hi.. u smell nice, wat perfume ya using?
u smell like chicken rice"

wahahha.. wat the fuck.. so lame

oh ya btw.. i am sad.. coz my course at pasir laba camp endin tmro.. returnin to seletar camp on thur.. saddening.. followin week got exercise.. ma de... i don mind doin break falls for the rest of my NS life

wohohohoho.. jus back from the match

SINGAPORE Vs. Myanmar~!!!

paid 10 bucks for it.. well worth the money..
1 dollar was for the match itself. 9 dollars i was expecting a fight which really did haha.. so happy... well paid money.. been a while since i been to a live match.. thsi time it was worth while..

atmosphere was good, fightin was good too hahaahaha... really surprised SG won.. coz they really played the game without fightin spirit..

raining thruout the game.. actually should i say thru out the day.. i knw december is always rainy season.. jus wonderin whether the tsunami had anythin to do with it..

knw.. simple equation rite

more water = more evaporation + more condensation = more rain

see.. Miss Noliah.. i haven forgot ur geography lesson... wait.. were you my geography teacher??
hmm.. hahaha.. paiseh.. fuck care.. forget liao..

anyway guys.. for the benefit of people who has forgotten y december is always rainy season, let Prof. Hong give u a lesson on Geography..

Today, our topic will b on.. *wait

aiya.. throw away my geography book liao. ahhaah.. nvm.. restart...

Today, our topic will be on Monsoon Season..
Wind only travel from high pressure to low pressure areas. Cold means its high pressure. Hot means its low pressure. Chim is it?? me tout so too then. but fuck care, jus knw it.

during end of yr, some part of SE Asia become cold. n somewhere become hotter. so this wind blow from the high area to low area. but unfortunately, as it blows, it goes past the sea. i forgot the sea name.. maybe its Straits of Malacca or Red Sea.

anyway it carried with it very wet air. so sway sway Singapore is the place where this wet air will go past. then sway sway also water start condensing above us.. so we have

RAIN~~~~

ok thank you thank you.. it is extremely beneficial to read my blog don u tink so?
not only u can spend time here, c handsome photos, but also gain educational knowledge. not to forget poems too.. ok tts all folks.. tmro c got time then blog.. no time c other pple blog pls.. don always come check my one.. knw y???

bcoz 'MA DE~!! BU YAO YING WEI MIAN FEI JIU TIAAN TIAN LAI KAN~!!!'

Happy new year guys~!!

my fellow army specs, my almond men whom i knw some of u that are secretly in love with me stalkin me evrytime haha, my sec sch frans, my soccer frans, my outside frans, my inside frans.. aiya.. haha..

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL~!!!!

How did you spend ur New year? at China BlACK? Mdm Wong? Double O? Zouk? Sentosa? Orchard Road?
i didnt spend mine at any of these areas.. instead i chose the more quieter one.. not so dramatic, but sure leave a moment.. coz its the first time i drank till i puke haha..

had dinner with sen, j, song at a very special and romantic place..

CHONG PANG HAWKER CENTER~!!

hahaah.. romantic a not.. ordered orh-lua, hokkien mee, chicken wings, rojak and satay.. wats best is we spend only 5 bucks each haha.. coz the satay they forgoot ask us to pay.. n we fuck care haha.. coz we came out with a theory that its no good being a good guy.. people wont be good to u anyway. so we b bad guys haha..

after that went to sen house in the evening where met up with the rest of the chaps.. had red wine as an appetizer.. damn.. red wine sux to hell.. taste better with sugar syrup.. wonder why rich people like sucky drinks.. after that meng brought his very own collection of Bocardi.. from then on.. sure knock me out haha..





drank the bocardi like water like that. startin still ok. but later damn kick man the drink.. i was conscious though, unlike some people who jus didnt give a damn fuck whether he was sleepin on the floor of his own living room or the floor of the corridor




damn lame.. then suddenly got a funny feelin in my throat.. a pukin sensation.. without further delayin, got to go toilet..

vomiting sure wasnt a nice feelin.. who would like particles which has been chewed evenly up, partially dissolved by the enzylmes in ur saliva, swallowed down pass ur throat, passin by ur lungs, travelled to ur stomach where it is further dissolved by gastric juices and is stayin there happily waitin to be brought down to the big intestines, then small intestines, then rectum awaiting to be pass out as shit..

but b4 it can b passed out, you forced the whole bloody gooey stuff to go up ur small intestines, then big intestines, pass ur stomach, along ur throat and there it goes,

the whole bloody food is in ur mouth again.. PUKE*

c.. tts how simple vomiting is, not complicated at all rite haha...