comin week will b quite a occasion.. with our summary exercise comin up on fri, nx weekend will b burn again.. haiz.. plus got my ah ma song ka.. don knw how i am goin to plan the time.. will try to take off from my CSM..

14 yrs ago when my grandpa was in hospital, all my 6 aunties includin my mother were crying like fuck.. weepin n keep on cryin "ah pa, ni mai zhao ah. (father, don go away)"
my grandpa pass away soon after that. at the funeral, again all 6 sisters cry like don knw wats goin on....

14 yrs later, ironically enough, on the same day my grandpa pass away, my grandma is also on the verge of givin up her life. same hospital, same old 6 sisters. but guess wat they r doin these time.. talkin n jokin..

WAT THE FUCK~!?

now i guess u readers knw how good in human relationship my grandma is.. i jus cant blive the sight. there their mother is dyin, n there the 6 sisters r jokin..

n they even say" ah pa so sway. ah ma goin up to disturb him liao. wahahaha"

wat the hell~~~

c.... wat great difference.. sometimes i feel that my grandma is really poor thing. but on times she really does the unexpectable.. anyway i am goin off to c her.. c|aoz

2 more weeks~!!!!

unbliveable.. so fast.. yet so long when i started out on this course.. got a night off tonight coz of some SAF family day.. wth..

today heard somethin from my mum.. my grandma think she is not goin to make it..
got to rush down to hospital tmro once i book out.. jus last week i was talkin about her. nvr to tink that somethin would happen so fast

actually i am havin mixed feelings.. shouldnt i be feelin sad... instead seriously i don really feel much now.. is that wat i call cold blood? or is it coz my ties with my grandma isnt really close. cometimes i wonder wat would life be if i have a grandpa n grandma whom i am really close with.. would life have been different.. (not that i am leadin a sad life now)

my grandma is the last grand parent i have left. considerin my paternal(father side) grandparents past away before i was born. my maternal grand father past away when i was 6 i tink..

i really hate mushy situations. wat should i say when i am in hospital. even that time when my father was in hospital i felt a bit awkward. thats y i don even like my parents sendin me away if i go overseas. don knw wat type of phobia is that.. ok.. lets stop this sad stuff...

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yoz yoz yoz.. its me i am back again~
so wats up with my week....

so much has happen n very soon~~~~~~

3 MORE WEEKS TO 3RD SGT~!!!!

wat the fuck u so happy with~!

don knw.. jus happy hahahaha..
anyway today damn lame man.. went for SOC.. pass with timin of 8m36sec.. then went back to bunk at 9am.. fuckin hell got nothin to do.. slept till 1130.. for wat????

cant we jus go back home..

well its bcoz they intended lunch.. so we got to finish the lunch..
well we did then after that went back again..

sergeant instruction was "all go back bunk first then wait for further instruction"

wat the FuCK agaIN~!????

y cant u jus let us go back~~~

so haha.. as a matter of protest, the whole platoon, we all gather at the common area preparing for a "strike".. we call the sgt to come out.. n surprisinly.. somehow it worked.. haha..

i realised our platoon is gettin closer n closer.. we r even preparin for our nx exercise ever since that chomp chomp outing.. this time it will b called Operation Mongolia.. coz y??? we goin to eat at genghis khan mah haha.. stupid right... but i tink round 30 pple will b goin.. bascially the near to the whole platoon.. cant imagine such a big group goin down.. but guess it will b really fun...

goin to shurongs bday soon.. haiz.. ck they all goin out today.. wont b able to join them.. hahah jialat liao.. sure kana say bo sim.. nvm.. still got chance right a not...

lets say a different story.. my mother was tellin me about someone tryin to kill my grandma in the old folk home..

guess the first thing in my mind..

haha.. wat the fuck...

okok.. stop sayin "how can u b so cruel.. she ur ah ma leh"

well.. let me tell u something.. my ah ma really trouble maker le.. haha.. always make enemy anywhere.. even my aunties n mother cant do anythin about her.. apparently the nurse also say she always wants watever she wants.. once she wans hot water, it came so late n she jus throw the whole fuckin cup on the flooor.. regardin the "killin" thing.. i tink its bcoz she always hits her cup in the middle of the night, wantin to wake evryone up.. for wat??

she wans water~!!! hhahaha..
so i tink someone poured detergent at her mouth when she was sleepin..

so when my mother n aunties went to visit her, for the umpteen times, they told her to b good la, more considerate la n so on n so forth/... there r over 50 plus uncle n auntie in the home.. y choose her... must b bcoz of somethin right.. haiz~

ok la.. got to go prepare my things..

another week that pass by so fuckin fast that i dont knw wat i have been doin these 2 days. really cant wait for the day i get sergeant... 11th june~!!!
oh pls come fast.. my infantry frans have all pass out from sispec liao..

PAY NOW FOR THEM - $750
FOR ME WHEN I GET 3RD SGT - $660

wat the fuck?!
y the diff in pay.. we do lesser work is it??
i been thru infantry b4 too.. blive me.. engineerin is a hell lot more.. its true.. they get combat pay bcoz they r in the frontline in times of war..

but hey~~~~~
mR oh-MinIstEr-Of-dEfEncE~~
now is peace time dude~~ mind risin our pay a bit??

ever since i got into army.. i realise how screwed up SAF is gettin on.. the pay difference btw officers n specs is really a very big margin. imagine.. a 40 yr old 2nd warrant jus only gettin round the same pay as a 26 yr old captain.

n mind u.. in terms of experience n whose more ay-gan (dependable)
the warrant surely hits out a lot more.. officers nowadays i don knw wat to say.. the gd ones r gettin lesser n lesser.. for some, u get into ocs as long as ur studies r gd..

wat the fuck~!??
u send a bookworm to war for fuck.. preach on the enemies? or show ur future subordinates on the number of distinctions u achieve over the yrs.. come on la.. surely the government can work out a plan better than this right..

lets change another topic... several months ago, i heard that it seems that malaysians n workers form china are feelin that we look down on them.. with all due respect, i understand y they felt that way. but i don blame sgporeans for thinkin in that way too..
i myself, shall remain in a neutral point of view haha..

you see.. almost 80% of overseas workers come to sg to work as construction workers, cleaners, technicians n so on.. few i knw of came here to work in a luxurious workin environment. but for us sgporeans, i haven heard of one that goes overseas to work as a cleaner or watsoever.

as time goes on.. sgporean tend to have this more so called "superior feeling" over our neighbours. i am not tryin to say this is wrong or right.. neither am i tryin to make any stand.. nvm.. i don knw y the fuck i raise this topic for.. forget it.. i aint gonna delete it too..

ok.. shall carry on studyin for my test.. all hail bridgin~!

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welcome to the daily blog entry of hong ziqiang"

another week in bridging.. anything new?>?
basically evryone knw wats my nx line.. so i wouldnt wana waste time talkin about it..
someday in the week, one of my fran ask me..

don u knw about anythin thats happenin in the world?? like the presidential thing in taiwan or any world news?? or anythin thats happenin around..

well.. i don care much about those news.. mayb thats wat u call as livin in my own shell.. or simply to say i don read about news..

but actually, i do care about things. i care n worry about wat i should do in future, how much i should save now.. wat i should do about tmro or the nx day..

simply bcoz all these r things which i can do to make a change.. ok.. u may wan me to read about the past election thing in taiwan.. i may knw evry single litttle detail.. but for fuck?? can i change it?? or mayb can i help the president?? no right@!!??

so y should i waste my time when i am aready troubled enough with my own things..

right now.. seriously i try not to think too much about things.. i hardly hav time for myself durin th ewkends.. i tink i haven seen ck, ty they all for 3 weeks.. tink the nx time we go out they will say i bo sim.. haha..

nx monday goin over to lim chu kang for 2 weeks trainin ... prepared a lot of insect repellant stuffs.. tink they will come in handy... bit zzzz now... tink i willl go for a short rest

got to leave for camp soon...

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hate book in.. always start to hell... wahahahahahaaha.. jus saw ling blog.. wau.. all about god... don dare to read again.. pls forgive me ling... haiz.. ok.. till nx blog.. hopefully no confinement

jus remembered wat a fran in sispec told me.. he was a made-in-singapore-but-use-in-canada chinese. has a degree over there.. n somehow was called back to do ns bcoz he live like 3 yrs over here.. lame government.. anyway our discussion goes something like this:

we were like havin a buffet at pasir lebar camp.. jus a small one.. to celebrate our end of sispec course.. the food camp, set up n

KABOOM~!

all hell 150 Privates rush for the pathetic swee kuays, curry puffs n on-so shit.. he jus took a bit.. while other pple food were like stakin up wayyy high their plates.. i was ok.. i took slightly more than him.. ok anyway, he finish this 2 little curry puff which he took n when he turn back to get more, he was fuckin shock~!

all the food were gone.. he was fuckin pissed.. n our actual talk begin.. he was tellin me how buffet in canada were eaten where evryone jus took a small potion evrytime they made a trip down the "food alley". (so wats the diff btw makin so many trips takin small potions n us takin one time potion) over here, sgporeans jus rush n take fuckin big chunks. usuallly more than wat they could eat.

but i do agree with him to a certain extent.. sgporeans r really kiasu.. which i dislike too..all the queues for free food n so on.. n recently one which really piss my brains off..

"CHICKEN GOT DISEASE"

n within weeks, chicken rice sellers' business were fallin like snow balls.. pple were all afraid of gettin the disease.. scared for FUCK!?!

sg is considered as quite a safe place... n then came the final blow..

FREE CHICKEN RICE*

woooo.. n there goes the 2000 people queuing for free food.. wat the fuck!?!?!?

free chicken has no disease is it???n its no the older pple who were queuin up.. young ones of my age were queuin too... oh my god.. no wonder foreigners r laughin at us.. hokkien has one sayin : wa lang ga ki zo xia sway ga ki (we ourselves made ourself look shame)

another issue went on... soldiers in taiwan r callin us wat ya knw?? shao ye bing (fuck this one i don knw how to translate.. its like soldiers being treated like boss"

i myself seriously tiink that ns really benefits guys.. it somehows built u up overall.. in terms of ur leadership, mental, n of course physical.. i c pple chao keng.. for fuck!!?!? i mean come on la.. jus take it like a man.. if u cant even take this, how u gonna take on further hardships nx time.. i do complain about ns sometimes.. who don.. but i nvr consider quittin at all.. jus 2 weeks ago, we were in this lecture room n a corporal who is in charge of the room came to talk with ben n me.. i hate the slightest sight of him.. he was sayin about when he is goin to ord soon la n so on.. he chao keng n downgraded to pest C n was leadin a slack life from then on.. n was talkin about his ambition of goin overseas to study n hav a business n so on la.. i mean fuck la.. u tink goin overseas to study is such a easy life? u cant even tahan ns.. overseas???

its jus like seein me elected as president of SG. chances?? of coz 0%~! n u one weak pathetic arsehole wans to go overseas n hav ur so called business n so on??? eat my arse.. i mean if u hav genuine injuries n hav no choice but to downgrade, its ok.. i even hav frans who tahan all the way since bmt.. i RESPECT them.. they r guys who r goin on to do big things... they hav actions, not jus talk..
n btw, from the line where he say about his ORD date, i was forced to listen to him.. coz fuckin ben beside me jus keeps on the conversation.. i cant blieve it.. i was hopin to jus ask that guy to fuck off

jus came back with a coffee session with my soccer mates.. tink its 9 mths since i last saw the 3 of them. max, bageh n hao.. knn. all still the same.. been tokin about th eteam.. miss the team..

nvm.. life goes on.. i am still lazy to go back on days.. thats me.. got heart, no strength..

eatin my the bird nest my mum brewed. got an extra big bowl for me haha.. so touchin.. it shouldnt be mother's day. its son's day. she knws the hell i am goin thru in ns.. so of coz i get the bigger share.. *yUmmY~

seriously.. i tink my mums bird nest wins even the finest restaurant in singapore..


coz y??



I DON HAVE TO PAY FOR IT~!! wahahahaha

wahahahah.. suddenly tout of the overnight raftin where we pee into the riverwhile we were on the deck.. can still hear tthe sound ringing in my ears... *drool drool drool..
thats the wonderfulness of a guy's most trusted equipment..

jus went for a mothers day dinner with my family n bro's gf.. after that we went shoppin.. bloody hell.. my mum n bro gf spent over 400 at FANCL.. buyin diet pills n so on.. cant blieve how women can spend so much on gals stuff.. kaoz... n guess wat.. the promoter was sayin how gd the stuff is.. how slimmin it is.. but she is damn FAT herself...

yes.. the smell of home..

Summary of this week training:
Mon - Siong
Tues - Siong
Wed - Siong
Thur - Siong
Fri - Siong

hahaha... ok la.. aready got use to the training.. i was so busy that mon to tues i basically forgot wat happen.. numb to it.. wed i learn how to finally construct the bridge...

THE CANDACE~!! basically its a 6/4 raft.
2 boats join back to back makes up a floatation unit. well.. all we have to do is to line up 6 of this floatation unit side by side. n on it will b 2 long stretch of decks.. they are there for the wheels... final product was actually quite shocking haha.. its bloody huge.. the construction process was fuckin tedious man.. trust me... guys.. don ever come to bridging.. i was dumb.. but i nvr regretted it. coz here i get to play stuff which is soooo sooo unlike infantry where evrywhere is guns guns guns...

thur we had OVERnight rafting. contradictively, it was when we were able to sleep most hahahaha. for my syndicate, we went back to bunk at 8 pm. slept till 1130pm.. after that went to learn how to control the raft at night. 4 person will b controllin the motors while 1 person, which we call him the raft commander will b controllin the direction by standin on the decks. control is done by usin hand signals. it was damn funny.. the raft commander was like dancin para para on the deck haha.. i even came up with my own dance usin the signals.. didnt knw i had the time to do that at all...

fri when we were keepin the stores, i was appointed PS.. hell.. things got really screwed up man..
LESSON LEARNT.. nvr attempt anythin without a detailed plannin first..

today was best.. SLACK TIME~!!!! LECTURES~!!!! oh man how i missssssssssssss them.. it was conducted by our 2IC.. a FEMALE CAPTAIN~ jus came not long ago.. so basically we were not quite use to it.. n guess wat.. stupid oh clement scratch his dick in the room n she saw it.. wahajajajhahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah.. dumb bitch man that clement~

bloody borin sunday... later got to book in early. for wat??
stupid right.. all for one helmet.. don knw hwo to settle my dinner later.. parents goin to "eat table".. someone wedding.. jus realise my body tan is really goin way unbalance. there is a very distinctive line btw my forearm n (is that call back arm?).. anyway, how i hope i can strip my no4 to do the training.

instructor last week ask me whether i wana stay over there (HQ Armceg) to become instructors.. still thinkin about it.. was wonderin whether i can go BOAT company. mayb i will b able to drive boat all day long hahaha.. but come to tink of it.. teachin trainees will b quite a gd idea also.. nvm.. still got roughly5 weeks to bcome a 3rd SGT.. mayb can tink after that

suddenly remember tmro is sunday. the day which i once like most. let me begin a story...

when i was in poly yr 2, i was introduce to a soccer team by my gd fran in poly, quanjian. reason is bcoz they didnt have enuff players. so i jus went over n help them to play. b4 i realise it, i was hangin out with his frans n playin almost evry sunday with them afterwards. honestly, it was really fun. i enjoyed the playin session coz it was really a way of releasing stress for me. n trust me.. those guys r really fun guys too. in the team, i was more closer to jian, max, hao, bageh. on sats, i would sometimes go over to max house n stay over. since the nx day match would normally b quite far away from my house. waking this bloody guy up in the mornin is a REALLY DIFFICULT job. i hav nvr met anyone like him. he has pratically no sense of danger when he is sleepin. me n hao will drag him up, place his alarm bell beside his ear(n mind u, his alarm bell is those old type one where it is fuckin loud. with a metal thing hittin between two bells). still, it doesnt wake him at all.. then we got to really pull him up, drag him across his bed, beat him, shake him b4 he open 5mm of his eyes.
but that would jus last for 2 sec b4 he close his eyes again. wahahha.. that guy ah..

anyway. out team got into an amatuer league soon after bcoz of a coach which took over us, sebas aka i call him sebas wenger. things got a bit sianz n pressure after that. it didnt really became the once relaxin football which i played. somehow ambition grew higher, team grew bigger. evryone wanted to play in the startin 11. my preformance got quite screwed up midway of the season. but the coach continue usin me which i actually wanted to ask him to let others start instead coz i knw how i play recently.

frans i knew in the team begin to quit. even hao also. n i stopped him coz i ask him to tink over. but who knws,
my passion for the team begin to die off too.. how ironic. i stop someone from quittin but end up quittin myself. i am an arsehole.. i was actually considerin to stop playin for a while. but i nvr really could make up the decision till i enter ns. since last aug which is 8 mths ago, i nvr went back to play at all..

till now sometimes i do miss the fun of it.. but most of the sundays mornin i was really damn sianz to wake up.. anyway hope i doi can make it someday

wa laoz.. damn sianz man.. boring sat.. still doin wat fuck-up-kong ask us to do.. cant help but keep on cursin him.. fuckin fat bastard

now at sen house.. jus back from soccer.. goin see movies later.. wuu huuu.. sianz.. tink of later go back home still must rush my HOME WORK from the army i fed up.. fucking KONG ARSE HOLE~!!

fucking tired man.. jus back from chomp chomp.. it was really a fun outing. considering its the first time i went out with my ns frans. surprisingly 20 guys turn up for the supper man haha.. n damn.. it will b the last time i go there.. spend hours waitin for a parkin space, then hours waitin for a place to settle down.. given a size of 20 guys. but we ordered loads of food.. n i realy mean LOADS of food.. really ate like nobodys fuckin business...
chattin about the army stuff were the fun part. since wat can a bunch of ns men talk, other than army stuffs hahaha. after that we went down to seletar reservoir to chill out..only back 10 min ago.. wonder whether dinesh n ben has finish sendin evryone home.. btw.. nearly hit a car jus now.. that mother fucker jus suddenly turn left.. knn.. lucky my brakes were good, n the driver's skills were in outstanding performance with high response to sudden incomin situation.. i manage to brake jus in time.. the taxi uncle behind me point n horn and me. sorry uncle.. i have to point u back