current status.. really fuckin bored to death.......

fucking bored to death~~~~
fucking bored to death~~~~
fucking bored to death~~~~
fucking bored to death~~~~
fucking bored to death~~~~
fucking bored to death~~~~
fucking bored to death~~~~
fucking bored to death~~~~

some may find my choice of words quite provocative in a sense i use quite lot of swearing.. i wont apologise for it coz its my way of living. nonsense right?

haha.. sorry, i was lame.

now i am seriously bored at home. wanted to find some frans but decided not to coz i tink each may b bzy with their own stuff so nvm, wtf.. jus continue sian-ning loh.

i am really fed up with my sundays.. typical sundays for me.. evrytime after noon time i will b pracitcally left with nothing to do. i need a change in my lifestyle. i am dyin of boredom.

i c a number of my frans seem troubled with things lately. like unable to meet up with their old frans whom they practically meet up evry week when they were younger. i blive a lot of people experience with these problems.

all i can say is "dey, part of growing up la"

very soon, things would b worse. from 1 month meet up once to mayb few months interval. people start goin overseas to study, some need time with their partners or mayb even commitments elsewhere. no wonder until 16 yrs old i have been hearing adults saying "being young is good"
n then there we'll b saying.. wtf.. where got.. being young so many things cannot c. cannot watch 'movies' la, less freedom n so on.

n now i am goin thru that part of 'oh-how-i-miss-childhood' phase. but wtf, should always look ahead. look behind once n prepare to trip urself. but still, nvr too bad to glance back once or twice(ironical right, tink i can come up with Macbeth II, haha)

take tmro for instance, another phase in army. movin to my new place, new frans, new environment n so on. haiz.. guess life is always about adapting to new changes. even now i am seriously tinkin of overseas study. bit excitin n uncertain about it.

last few days i was extremely moody. not i say one but my surrounding frans say one.. they say i look moody. not one person say, but most haha.. mayb bah.. i didnt really notice it. but i do knw i was troubled with something lately. but hahahahaha.. wtf.. dismiss it away with another 'its-part-of-growing-up' hahaa.

still feeling sianz.. feel like endin my blog here but continue to drag on. really got nothin to do. mayb frans who pity me can start msgin me up.

come to tink of it. my personality has really changed a lot. from a quiet boy, to bit more chatty, to very chatty, to fuckin lame hahahaa.
they always say that gals mature faster? y??
i derive mayb bcoz they start growing boobs up there which add as xtra brains..
(wahahahaha no offence ladies)

ok, that was a half-time joke. i am prepared to face the wraths of all women out there. ok back to personality thing. actually i tink u all out there when free can try recallin how u were like b4 n how u r like now.

i rem when i was younger, i nvr dare to tell gals that i like them. i would always shy out at the sight of them. but now i am lot more braver. mayb bcoz i have gain more confidence or mayb bcoz i jus simply enter the phase of its-all-about-growing-up. haha.. entry today seems quite fuck up..

sometimes i really tink that gals r fascinating mammals. i really hope i can b a gal in my nx life so i can understand how they tink. u nvr knw when to pay more attention to them n when to jus leave them alone. they expect u to b sensitive to their feelings n yet sometimes u can b too sensitive to their liking. they can spend hundred n thousands of dollars on make-ups n hairdo.

for example. i have a fran who for the past yr spend quite a hefty on dyeing her hair to don knw wat blond n so on. but recently she spend hundred plus dyein her hair to blue-black. which from wat i c, is jus ------------ black.

c fascinating right~

in my earlier entry, i wrote about how my bro's gf always spend these huge amounts on buying slimmin pills at FANCYL. her diet method was:
-go gym
-go sauna
-eat very little(n i mean really little)
-eat the slimmin pills

she did slim down of coz. but wat she spend n wasted her time on didnt really justify the weight that she had lost. i actually felt that u r aready doin so much on losin weight, prob can take away the eatin of pills part. exp n seems no use like that.

ok.. drop that issue. i don wan to provoke any ladies anymore. sometimes being able to speak watever is on ur mind doesnt help.

another thing which i sometimes wanted to b was a women's magnet. that is to b so bloody charmin n gd lookin that no women can resist u. i wonder how that will b like.

ya i knw i knw.. its the same old jus-b-contented-with-who-u-r right..

well i mean mayb i can try somethin different sometimes. i am a very curious guy ya knw hahaa. ok.. stop my bull shitting for now..