went for rehearsal at nee soon camp today for my graduation tmro.. damn sianz man.. whole day doin the same thing..

first one guy comes up to talk.. *blah blah blah

second guy comes up talk *blah blah blah

then for us to go on top to recieve our certificate

then donning of our berets n sayin out the specialist creed

go back home..

*nice, simple n easy

but sometimes being too easy is not too good either.. cant feel anything..

by the way.. i am a silver bayonet holder.. which means i am the the top 10% for the whole course.. there is 180 pple.. remember for my course that i went for 1 month of basic engineering which then i got split up to bridging which compromises of 80 pple..
8 were choosen for the bayonet..

however seriously i am not really very happy on gettin the bayonet though.. reason is bcoz somehow the instructors manipulated with the results.. too lazy to xplain y.. but among the 8, i must say they r even better choices around.. sure, they are candidates who r really worthy of the bayonet but i cant say all.. i actually said to one of my fran that once we get the bayonet, lets throw into the dustbin.. the army has made the once prestigous n proud title become a thing that is even hounorable to take anymore..

my frans all knw about the "maniplulation" of results behind.. yes, they do told me that i am one of those who should really get.. but aiya.. i am really confused myself.. i am those u ask me to do things i do nice nice for u one.. but if u ask me to plan things.. haha, paiseh.. i sure cock things up.. i hate planning.. talk so much n no action..

nvm.. i will drop this issue.. tmro take the bayonet c nice a not.. if nice bring home n cut meat